MESSED UP ERR WHATTT? ?

life is VERY hard, very tight on money. As a young age I had to learn how life really is & I had to be stressed out becuz I didn't know if we were being able to pay our bills that month. I barley see my dad becuz he works out of state & I don't see my sister who is 6 & is now having health issue that i can't be there to support her & tell her she's gonna be alright. & it doesn't help that my step mom & I have no relationship what's so ever. & that I'm having problems with my figure to were I'm cutting & trying not to eat as much food so I'll lose weight so far I've lost 8 pounds . My older brother is doing chew & not making the best choices. I moved AGAIN, I've never stayed at one school system. & on top of all of that i just had a very horrible break up from a boy I was with one & off for 2 years. sooo tell me does this sound normal?